Monday, February 28, 2011
\\KEPUTUSAN//
kesenian - myk
awokawok - myk
lirik - budaya bangsar
paluan - d2
lagu - langgam sukma sari
juara - langgam sukma sari
karut - budaya bangsar
1st - myk
2nd - langgam sukma sari
3rd - budaya bangsar
And seriously, kite masuk berita harian niari page 2.
Baik siol!
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Honestly, i hate sunday cause it's majorly bored.
But i hate today more cause love is away.
Shafiq, cepat balek bleh?
Orang kat sini macam nak mati.
Saturday.
As a fair couple retreat, kompang training in the morning ad dikir at night. In the morning, as like usual saturday morning. Meeting the rest at the bustop and took the bus to marsling and walked to Woodland Town Garden. After that we're suppose to go to Cway for i dont know what shitty thing. But when we were in the bus already, it's a last minute cancel. So the rest went to the LJS and bear, apai, yan plus me went home. Okay i followed apai home ler -.- and waited for him to change his clothes like waiting for a girl y'knw. So the lambat. And whatever it is, im okay with it. As i was resting my head down onto the round table, he came and i was speechless. Heh, so we walked to plaza. Hell yeah, lunch treat from him at KFC. Seriously, we were total fun yesterday. Spending about 30 mins of our lifetime there eating and laughing. Ultimate value box! And we went to aries as he wanted to buy a i dont know what time. But end up didnt buy it. See, we were crazy. And as i was expecting a budget day, he told me he wanted to buy a stormking cigg only. and then he bought U Kertek in the end. I was majorly speechless, wondering where he get the money. But nevermind, we lepak at a block nearby and we went to take the bus to cway. and then we walked thru the ntuc and we were making fun of people. And we bought drinks. Lepak at civic center and off to interchange and took ninesixtwo to jelutung cc. We met bobo in the bus and we went to cc together. and then i told bobo to go in first. and left me and apai, which we had some harsh moments for that time. and we settled it off with tearful eyes. And we went into the dikir room at 9 plus. We witness the training and the set since im not going for the comp today. We head home, alighted at admiralty and took the train home. as he didnt want to send me home, he actually did. a long hug, BERATNYA HATI nak tinggal kan die. He's going johor only for a day but we cant stop crying. a long hug took place. And im appreciate to have him in my life now. Thanks for the wonderful treat and the sweet-harsh moments together yesterday. Im cool now, tapi cepat lah balek dari sane. hehehe :)
Im lucky to have you.
Thursday, 24th Feb.I didn't went to school that day for some shitty rashes. And in the morning, apai visted me and as always we lepak. I followed him to Bukit Panjang cc to submit his bursary. So pray hard, he will get the approval. and then he didn't went to school, to accompany me to the polyclinic. MC received, payment done so.
Friday, 25th Feb.
As i didn't went to school again. But this time, without MC and apai went to school. With me that time was Haru, Iman and Kaisyah. Haru never go cause i never go. Iman, lazy ass. Kaisyah, overslept case. And finally, apai ended his school and we lepak till like i dont know whats the time. As for some reasons, we cancelled our plans to jelutung cc and nuh.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
It's been days of school and i've not updated to the blog.
I've got nothing much to say actually.
Watch this!
Monday, February 21, 2011
This picture was taken when im talking on the phone with Shafiq.
I told him, 'if i didn't say a word, means im smiling for my webcam.'
And he said what im doing is something adorable but crazy -.-
But heck care, im a girl and i love taking picture. any problems?
No? Okay, good then shafiq, behave well okay. hahaha.
And hell, it's monday today aye.
Ended school and proud of Shafiq for attending 100% today.
Clap clap hand! kay dah lame.
Today nothing much, setakat buat lagu with Iman and Shafiq.
Okay done, bye!
Saturday, February 19, 2011
A very yawning morning, had been yawning almost every 2 minutes when im on the way to Bangkit to me Apai and Iman.
Dah sampai Woodlands, dorang training and im modify my creativity idea that me and Apai had made last night.
And we where sent back to Apai's crib by Fred's ride. And hell yeah, we went to wherever.
So, tmr we're staying home and releks. Monday schooling, and the rest of the day too.
Friday, we will be going to somewhere and jelutung cc after that. SInggah amek ticket.
See how's the plan with Apai dulu.
Friday was tiring like seriously. Finished school and rushed home. NUH baby with Apai.
First thing, baik eh naik salah bus. Semangat sangat. *CLAP HAND*
End up we went to vivo city, had a smoke break and late lunch.
Off to NUH by ninesixthree. Dah smpi, jumpe nenek!
And ade la saat-saat merepek yang sakitkan hati orang. Takyah blng,
And blek, we lepak pending and carik idea for kompang creativity.
Done so, waiting for the training.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Indek Dapek Hai Musim Manuai.. Den Nanti Juo.
This is the one of the original Makyong opening kay.
Not - tinggal ampeh hai musin berubah...
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
lepaskan genggaman tangan
hulurkan lapangan lengan
buka ruangan antara jemari tangan
telapak pergelangan takkan sehaluan
surailah himpunan
timbullah keadilan
Im seriously not in the mood today as i got many shits to settle.
And hell yeah, touch up my DnT journal and maths revision.
Now, im going to sleep. Im dead and gone now.
Had a tiring day in school. Mother tongue CA paper done. and so, tmr is going to maths paper.
Going for an exam without a calculator, great job faeza. asshole -.-
And hell yeah, after school really steal my mood away from everyone and everthing.
I got nothing to say. Love, you know why.
Goodbye,
Monday, February 14, 2011
LOVE,YOU ALWAYS IN MY HEART EYERY SECOND,MIN AND HOURS...I sebenarnye nk kasi suprise kt this girl...but actually i am shy...but whatever it is...i try my best to give you....we had a llitle fight la...but then...come on...its valentine Day....so...walking on the way to top up my pp8 card....tunjuk muka garang,padahal sayang hehehe....then...i saw bunga....then i wondering...wat colour she like...then step tanyer....hehe..b,you suke bunga what colour??then,she said pink...Bingo!!!cepat2 step nk pi toilet then teros beli....jumpe ngan dier alek...selet bunga kat belakang then jalan step mcm biasa...then makan with love,bebual merepek jap...then tyme to give her flower....hehe...love you b....hope you like it...for the rest...HAPPY VALENTINES DAYS....
Shit okay, valentines day macam seriosuly awesome. This will be the first time in my entire whole 16 years of living, i received a sweet pink rose. Schooling like normal. English paper was like did it on time. Planned to finish up my summary by half an hour, but i didnt reliase that i did it till 50mins later. i quickly go through the close passage and im done with it. Fiuh, luckily im fast. Played takraw at pondok *toot*, had much fun. At first, had a lil misunderstanding and had a small sad face moment. And i topup the prepaid, and bought dinner and ate it at the void deck. and hell yeah, i received pink rose. im speechless, happy valentines day.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Fighting in a relationship doesnt mean we hate each other. In every fight, we care and understand more about our partner.After every fight, we love and reconsider. That's the meaning of in a relationship that worth a lifetime. In every relationship, there is always the sad and happy stories. It just means that we care for each other, love each other that we couldn't afford to see them suffer. In every fights, there will always be someone's or maybe both faults. Somehow some fights may lead to break up as they can't control their emotions. Its difficult for us to get over him/her. Somehow, your lover will hate you after the break up means a common reason to it - cause i believe in : you got to hate that someone to get over him/her. as in normal reality life, you hate people and you will feel like you dont need them. same goes to hating after a break up. get me now? I know, hating people can be very shitty and bitchy. and feeling akward too. and yes, it very violence if your style of hating is bitching around or some immature ones willl create pranks in any ways. So, be profesional and mature please. Love does hurt and it hurts even more when you break up. and after it, even how much you hate him/her, you will one day recall and think about the moments you spent together. And if you can't get over it, it may leads to patch up. Some doesn't maybe cause of no balls! Come on, be a man. Maybe some of them doesnt cause they have the phobia of being a relationship again or maybe they're not ready to face it yet. But most importantly, the way you treat him/her is always the first impression. the connection between you two take actions. And for my last say, the love between you two will be the only guidance to your relationship. spare a thought : you can love him'her your whole heart, but dont scream when you cant get over him/her one day.
Its day one of chingay :Typically i had an early release form and so i went home early around 11 during recess. and head home straight then to meet the rest at bangkit. from there, i followed aie chunker home and then we head to marina square to meet mairah and kaiyisha. and head to singapore flyer. stand there like for 3 hours. yang paling bingetnye, kene balek sendiri.
Day two, like hell yeah :
Met in the morning and as always, we had some slacking time after their kompang training. and its difficult for me to let him go. its only have been only 20mins when i started to miss. It was serious last min plan when me, aie chunker and ainul planned to meet at cck platform 7pm. and hell yeah, we went AGAIN. to support our love ones. when it ends, we called them and said we wanna go home with them. end up, we were running like amazing race. penat derl. at first, we cant enter so we ran to the other side but all roads are block. so we ran back to the bridge and climb the fencing illegally. i was at first scared of climbing it, i asked ainul to then he fell at first. i was mad and i pushed him and accidentally kicked a man and i successfully climbed the fencing, ran to apai. Sardine je masuk, macma tkde apape. lagi bleh isap rokok macam tkde apape gitu. And finally, took the bus back to bangkit with them. Aqul memekak la. Mulut itik, gigi rabbit. And hell, i can still lepak at pondok rc and went home with aie chunker and arep.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Apai, come here please.
Chingay seperated us from meeting each other and the rest. Since they're busy with the performance while i slack with the marshal duty.
And weekend is coming, as the flag day is also pressuring us. I wonder how we look like while collecting donations.
Anyone have the suggestions? I guess we're gonna be looking like teens in America wearing chicken suit.
Finding troubles is not the typical me. People around me finding faults with me in such a way that i'll fight back to them. Whatever it is, thanks people for the wonderful fights till Suspension takes over me. Im going to spend my 2 weeks school-jail with wonderful DM. Thanks much.
First fight :
Shawn being racist towards the Malays and he's really acting mature when he's totally not. Dude, your voice is still like a mice okay. And please, dont act like you didnt do anything wrong to the people around me. I may be keeping quiet, but once you offended me, you'll regret it.
Second fight :
Thanks teacher, for making my head hurts more today. Im having a fever and now you're almost killing me. I have sensitive skull okay, with my skull having some cracks on it due to the damages caused by hitting my head onto the wall. And when im taking a rest in class, you banged my table which i can feel the vibrations in my head. and still, till now i can feel the headache.
Third fight :
Hell yeah, chingay had made a scene just now after attending the VIPs for the i dont know what thing. When we were having around break, slacking around to wait for any reports or any incident, 4-5 of the marshals involved in a fight between Me and Ajay plus Feez and Dee. It's getting violence as they were the ones who started the throwing of chairs. Okay, my back hurts really badly. It started of by some misunderstanding of Feez and Ajay. They were accidently hit each other and some spilling take place. And yes i know, im stupid to be there when the fight is up. But i pushed Feez away from hitting Ajay with the chair again. Before i pushed Feez away, Ajay was already beaten up. In fact, i was beaten up too when im trying to push them away and my nose bleeds badly. Hell yeah, during the report making, im clarified as witness and innocence helper to stop the fight. Feez and Dee, thanks eh for beating me up when i wanted to stop the stupid fight.
Fourth fight:
Brother, i wish you were not home when im home and you're home when im not. You're fvcking tating in my life.
Pasal nak makan nasi pun nak gaduh dngn aku? Loser ah kau.
Fifth fight :
Im fighting with my sickness now. With this painful headache, fever and flu. Apai, come here beside me and massage my head please!
(Damn, im too manje already.)
Every single shit happened with fights. Every single one around me today made me smile and angry. There's never perfection in a person. Same to me. And life is always unfair to everyone. Every single one would love to make wishes, but does it come true? You decide on that. Just don't depend on faith, cause God created Man to be responsible and hardworking towards their dreams. Nothing can stop them and help them.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
There is this moment just now, dah lapar gile and dah semangat nak makan takoyaki.
Sekali dapat - meat and crab meat. padahal kite mintak octoBus and prawn.
Aww man, tkde ekor cicak gemok (octopus) and prawny!
Derl, sape ajak ckap octopus jadi octobus? hahahaha!
And when we lepaking, oh haru is included okay.
And slenge nye aku, light rokok smpi ade lobang kat tepi rokok tu.
Okay, i know im so slenge. hahahaha.
Tapi atleast takde la rabak sangat macam orang tu.
And also, when we poking and swiping each other, i punched apai's watch and it hurts ALOT.
Plus, inclusive of sound effect. Fvck, painful okay.
Aight done, byeeeeeeeeeeee!
Yesterday was another typical unforgettable day as usual.
And hell yeah, Adat was there but i heck care him.
Whatever it is, lepak with apai first before meeting them.
The stupid things happened yesterday was -
Semangat bbl pasal nak beli rumah, end up nak beli malaysia. not rumah at malaysia. perangai gagap seh.
And secondly, since we don't have a lighter and we bought matches ; fuh, dah macam cerita dragonball z nye fire ball seh.
When we meet the rest at pondok *toot*, i and apai walked to a typical shop and bought TAKAYOKI.
Ohh apai, it's TAKOYAKI okay? get it? good!
Slenge bacen ah ni anak. can die of laughter with this dude.
Monday, February 7, 2011
Omg, he's so fvcking adorable right?
Ni anak aku!
Sumpah i can't stop laughing with Apai just now.
Dah sampai airmata jatuh seh. Perut sakit.
And hell yeah, im crazy just now.
Datang step fierce, padahal lepak je trus jadi gile.
Okay, nak update itunes :D
Today best, ade orang paitao seh.
Sedih seh, pagipagi je dah ade orang paitao. Macam syiok gitu derl.
Lepas skola lepak macam biase la, go nothing better to do.
And i dont know why but today Apai macam bapok today.
First thing first -
Apai nak ckap aqul jealous pasal adek die. End up die kate 'kompang jealous!'
Takde link, SALAAAAAAAAAM!
Second thing -
Dah main pokepoke, Apai complained.
Bagai pisau cocok keledek? -.-'' DAGING LA DERL.
Abeh aku nye bodo, dah nak sampai lift, semengat lari nak picet.
Padahal lift another side dah terbuka. Seriously, phaisey siaaaaaaa! Apai muke blur giler.
Hahaha, niari hari aku bodoh aku ah. Actually, hari hari aku buat bende bodoh.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Sometimes parents always ask a common stupid question, '' you're not asleep?''
they asked when they are 101% sure that we are still awake. mum and dad, i ain't sleep walking okay.
example :
Ayah/ mummy : Eh girl, kau tak tidur lagi?
Me (wondering around facebook) : Dah, tenga tidur ni. tak nampak? -.-''
Ayah/ mummy : besok tak skola ke? Dah pukul 10.30 ni.
Me : eh orang tahu tengok jam la. it's just 10.29pm only. penipu seh.
Ayah/mummy : abeh taktahu nak tidur?
Me : orang tahu la nak tidur macam mane. tutup mate, bace bismillah and selawat nabi and also incase klau tak bngn, means meninggal, kite mengucap skali. kan bgus satu package gitu. Dah la, bbl merepek ah! nak tidur, tidur je. takut nah orang tak tidur. dah biase pun tak tidur la.
Ayah/mummy : pandai eh kau menjawab sekarang!
Me : mesti la, abeh skola ajar macam mane nak communicate. abeh melayu, cikgu ajar kefahaman seh. kene jawab soalan.
*ayah walked off looking pissed off*
mummy : ayah kau marah aku, kau jaga kau!
Me : eh bbe, whatever shit derl. jaga sape? baby sape? No problem, i can handle it nigga!
*mummy pun give up, die pun masuk bilek. SLAM THE DOOR!*
Me : (laughing and updating about this to facebook and blogger post)
Hell yeah, im good at this.
Awesome!
Im getting sick and tired of you dude.
Yes and thanks alot girls for making me realise what a jerk he is.
So there is no such thing as, 'a guy acts like total jerk, means he likes you.'
Hate this quotation. Love have many exception in different cases of their stories.
Once he acts like a jerk, he will always be a jerk towards me forever and ever.
Faeza, please start your engine and start to drive your life to a better place without distractions.
And you got to love and treasure your life time with your love ones cause they need you no matter what.
Please reconsider what that jerk have done towards you and don't repeat the same shit.
And it one day he came back to you, and you turn him down, he knows what you felt when you once want him back.
Easy said, it's karma. And delvina strongly agreed that this might happen to him. Maybe not me but on another girl that he may want.
What goes around, comes around.
Awesome shit!
I wanna make babies at this kind of house.
Future husband, bring me to this house pleaseeeeeee.
*cute sad face*
FVCK CORE! Kay, i've fallen in love to this house.
I was about to drink up last night when i reached to sengkang.
As abang Man and his wife had a bottle to gulp on with.
It was abang man's birthday and they had a hardcore celebration between them only.
I smiled to them and i went straight to Red Room ( my bedroom at Sengkang house).
I swing my bag onto my bed, grab my towel and off to shower.
They were drunk and they're still playing with twister.
I shaked my head and enter the kitchen's toilet without any distractions.
Abang Man and Kak Ani asked me to join them, drink up!
But hell no, i swear i didn't. You know why?
Cause of this dude name, MUHAMMAD SHAFIQ BIN ARIS.
Yes because of him, i didn't drink up. Like seriously.
He said to me - 'remember, you drink, just froget about me.' 'sayang abang, janji tkmu minum lagi.'
Okay, dah janji seh. Blueeekk.
It's sunday already? WTF, it feels like only yesterday when i last went to school.
Time really flies so fast, kesian burung pun tertinggal. (okay merepek -.-)
I woke up so late today, around 1 plus. i've tried to call apai but couldn't get thru the line. So i texted.
I've done my homework. Tapi stupid thing is, i left my DnT survey on the table. And hell yeah, i've got postpone my assignment.
Okay then, im off to sleep again. Sengkang has the best wind blower.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Written in the stars, million miles away.
Seasons come and go, i will never change.
And hell yeah, i've got no hopes now.
I guess it's the best for me to walk away.
But still, that doesn't mean im free.
I got my own ideation for now.
Im sticking to who i am now.
No one can stop me doing anything.
Cause i rule the world, my own reality world.
Friday, February 4, 2011
Incase if you didn't realise something.
Im freaking mad at you!
Dah bagu sngt aku nak layan kau macam gitu. Skrng kau ckap pasal laki lain.
Ape kau pey maksud? Which part of the sentence you don't understand?
Tak paham ke, aku kate i dont belong to anyone.
Fvck ah, aku taktahu ah nak ckap macam mane. Suke hati kau kay.
Dude, aku tahu kau akan bace post ni somehow. FVCK LAAAA!
Boring nye!
Just came back from lepak at TWL. With Apai, Haru, Aie, Adat, Ayie, Ainul, Bob.
Extra of Aqul. Okay, tk perlu tahu what happen between us and him.
Whatever it is, today lepak is like seriously pey lepak. Really relek je.
Okay la, tktahu nak ckap ape cause busy dengan facebook plus itunes.
Dah bye.
That cute dude is Syuhadat. Yes, my friend. A friend of mine. No affairs between us. We're friends. Okay, clear with that?
Okay, we texted each other yesterday. I got his number but he's the one whom texted me first. SWEAR!
Then suddenly he called me. And hang up, i dose off. We talked since 1.40am to 2.15am only.
So hell yeah, i woke up with 9 miss calls from abang. 2 message from Adat and a message from abang.
Bayek, the whole sleeping night, me and abang main miss call. like kids have no life.
It's like when you're bored and you wanna poke people, but this is technology style. Using miss call.
Okay, i'll be meeting him again and the rest later at pondok *toot* around 2 plus i guess so.
Seeing them is all i need, but having fun with them is all i want. cause they make my day, somehow.
Yeah, see them later. Hopefully this time they dont treat me like a moron.
you're down and now you're dead, lover boy.
Vans Old Skool Blue mixture.
Since mummy wanna buy me Radii, might as well i ask her buy Vans right.
Radii is hiphop style and doesnt match easily. So sneakers are still the best.
So hell yeah, blue old skool vans is going to be mine. Awesomely nice shit.
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Okay niari lpak kat bangkit. Aku trun pasal nak jumpe abang. Tpi ehkn, die happily dating dengan member baru la. Dorang nyanyi samasama, makeup kat muke abang sume. Fuhh, seriously aku speechless. Yelaa, dorang je amek gambar. Aku, Adat and Bob lepak one corner macam outsider. Bob sendiri rase ape aku rase tadi. End up aku amek gmbr with Adat je. Bob no mood to amek gmbr. Macam biase jugak, aku duduk kat tepi macam budak tenga tunggu nyawa fly. She is now the focus point of everyone. Including everyone. Okay la, aku cume nak ckap niari aku binget gile. Dah kay, goodbye peepas! HAHAHAAAA ^^
Syuhairah Azlin, aku rindu kau somehow.
Hahahahahahah! kirim angin Korea bbe!
Okay linca blek tau, aku nak kau msg aku .
HAHAHAHAHA!
Okay here, i've gotten the Dwi Durrah set. Since we didn't qualify into the final stage,
i still believe that all of us have done our best towards this stage.
Slogan of ours :
*Benarkah*
Setelah lama,
kita gagah semula. tunduk bawah, buat apa?
Kami Durbar Dua. Yang penting kita enjoy, happy dan asli - cara kita.
Whoever we are by our own personality, wherever we are without each other,
whenever we feel happy or sad, and whatsoever we're doing :
WE ARE STILL ONE DURBAR FAMILY. NO MATTER WHAT.
We stand strong by each other and we understand the meaning of LOVE.
No matter how we trouble each other, hate each other ; we are loved by each of us.
We had put all our sweats, energy, attitude, contribution and attitude
towards that day. and im still proud tht we did our best.
Oh and finally, KORANG TAK TERLEPAS TEPUK SEPULUH!
Tu part, aku seriously salute korang. Opening and closing tak terlepas. aku proud :,)
and if you wanna see Ditu's set, here's a youtube link.
Guess who's on my iTouch wallpaper?
Yes, it's the picture up there.
This was taken when we were having 3 couple Raya walk-walk.
It was Khalis and June, Arif and Maisarah, Faeza and Farris.
The passcode of my iTouch is meaningful too, actually.
I just can't stop myself from changing my wallpaper to our pictures.
Is it possible for a girl to ask a guy out for a Valentine's Day date?
Yeah, you can predict what's in my mind now.
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Thanks God, it's like finally he chatted with me.
As always, he was gaming. Hell yeah, i miss you badly derl.
But what to do, it's left unspoken now.
He's getting back to his gaming now, he will be text message me later.
He said so, and yeah im waiting.
*Humming, will waiting*
Byee.
I guess today sucks!
Like seriously, i sucks la sial!
Handphone macam letak kat bilek satu hari pun bgus, tkde orang msg atau call.
Baik punye, i hate it sia. Buang handphone please.
Ade yang aku call tak angkat, message tak reply.
Oh please, be aware of your handphone la peeps!
Atleast i got someone to share my thoughts with.
honestly, it feels so wrong without you in a day.
what else in my whole life time.
Lepak today macam, might as well aku pergi carribean bay sorang! Kiri kanan ade couple, aku kat tnga dah macam no life nye budak main game kat itouch. Nasib baik ade itouch, klau tak aku mengamok sendiri. I realise that without apai, things happen differently. Yeah anw, didn't attend to school today as it's like worthless cause it's only 2hrs of concert. Still waitinf for Farris to text msg me. Maybe later part of the day he might msg me. I've got no idea for that. Ni namenye member? Korang blek macam gitu je. Aku ni ape sia pade korang?
Tkpe la, mmg patut pun aku lpak sendiri. Used to it though.
Korang antar tu 2 pmpn tu blek sdah, tkyah patah blek jumpe aku.
Aku pun dah kat rumah tenga lepak sorang. Nnt bleh trun lagi lepak mane'2.
Aku duduk sini dngn korang pun macam aku tunggu nyawa aku fly.
Kiri kanan couple, aku senyum je.
Aku ni ape pade korang? Pikir sendiri kay.
Bye!
CURRENTLY UPDATING MY APPS IN ITOUCH.
HELL YEAH, DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL TODAY.
SAPE NAK PERGI LAYAN 2 HOURS OF CONCERT.
Okay byeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Chatting with this dude in Facebook.
Farris Ahmad, he's crazy!
I've gotten my iTouch!
Thanks Hafeez for the major birthday present in advance.
Padahal birthday in March.
Thursday, 24th Feb.
Shit okay, valentines day macam seriosuly awesome. This will be the first time in my entire whole 16 years of living, i received a sweet pink rose. Schooling like normal. English paper was like did it on time. Planned to finish up my summary by half an hour, but i didnt reliase that i did it till 50mins later. i quickly go through the close passage and im done with it. Fiuh, luckily im fast. Played takraw at pondok *toot*, had much fun. At first, had a lil misunderstanding and had a small sad face moment. And i topup the prepaid, and bought dinner and ate it at the void deck. and hell yeah, i received pink rose. im speechless, happy valentines day.
Fighting in a relationship doesnt mean we hate each other. In every fight, we care and understand more about our partner.After every fight, we love and reconsider. That's the meaning of in a relationship that worth a lifetime. In every relationship, there is always the sad and happy stories. It just means that we care for each other, love each other that we couldn't afford to see them suffer. In every fights, there will always be someone's or maybe both faults. Somehow some fights may lead to break up as they can't control their emotions. Its difficult for us to get over him/her. Somehow, your lover will hate you after the break up means a common reason to it - cause i believe in : you got to hate that someone to get over him/her. as in normal reality life, you hate people and you will feel like you dont need them. same goes to hating after a break up. get me now? I know, hating people can be very shitty and bitchy. and feeling akward too. and yes, it very violence if your style of hating is bitching around or some immature ones willl create pranks in any ways. So, be profesional and mature please. Love does hurt and it hurts even more when you break up. and after it, even how much you hate him/her, you will one day recall and think about the moments you spent together. And if you can't get over it, it may leads to patch up. Some doesn't maybe cause of no balls! Come on, be a man. Maybe some of them doesnt cause they have the phobia of being a relationship again or maybe they're not ready to face it yet. But most importantly, the way you treat him/her is always the first impression. the connection between you two take actions. And for my last say, the love between you two will be the only guidance to your relationship. spare a thought : you can love him'her your whole heart, but dont scream when you cant get over him/her one day.
Its day one of chingay :
Finding troubles is not the typical me. People around me finding faults with me in such a way that i'll fight back to them. Whatever it is, thanks people for the wonderful fights till Suspension takes over me. Im going to spend my 2 weeks school-jail with wonderful DM. Thanks much.
Every single shit happened with fights. Every single one around me today made me smile and angry. There's never perfection in a person. Same to me. And life is always unfair to everyone. Every single one would love to make wishes, but does it come true? You decide on that. Just don't depend on faith, cause God created Man to be responsible and hardworking towards their dreams. Nothing can stop them and help them. 
Lepak today macam, might as well aku pergi carribean bay sorang! Kiri kanan ade couple, aku kat tnga dah macam no life nye budak main game kat itouch. Nasib baik ade itouch, klau tak aku mengamok sendiri. I realise that without apai, things happen differently. Yeah anw, didn't attend to school today as it's like worthless cause it's only 2hrs of concert. Still waitinf for Farris to text msg me. Maybe later part of the day he might msg me. I've got no idea for that. 
