i just wish that you will run to me and hug me from the back. give a sweet, gentle and slow kiss on my cheek. pleasuring the moments spent together. holding hands your warm hands. leaning against each others' shoulder while we take a rest in the bus. laughing and bullying each other while having our time with our friends. sitting next you, hugging your arms. i just want that to happen, to my relationship. but why is it difficult for us to proceed on? i just am confuse with our feelings. maybe it's not the right time yet. finish the national exam ( n levels ) and proceed on? but dude, i will not treat you differently eventhough we're still not official. i promise.