p.s

i'm sorry that our relationship has faded too.

i know we use to solve every single problem .

but apparently i see that the rest makes you more happy then i do,

therefore i'm not doing anything to change.

i don't want to be a burden in your life, so i walk away.

i hope without me you would still be happy. but i know you would be more happy without me.
there will be no one to spoil your reputation anymore.

i know that when i'm with you i bring your name down.

so i've decided not to do that anymore.

i know that nizam and the rest can make you much more happier.

so just let things be. i won't disturb your life anymore.

things might have lasted awhile longer but i know it would stop soon.

the people around you don't like me. i know.

so the best is for me to go.

i've read your blog and thanks.

i'll always remember everything that we have done together.

all those crazy beautiful moments.

thank you so much Faeza Agus.

you have been a very good friend to me and you will always be my good friend (:

p.s i've read your blog

- Syuhairah Azlin's blog post.

HERE COMES MINE.

Yes, i apologise for the fading too my sweetie.

The rest may be making me happy, but no guys can understand me like how you understand me.

We share single shit with each other.

But all this might not happen again?

I swear shit, i really miss all the moments with you.

Shouting like idiots for no reason somehow.

Come on babe, you're the one making the noises so my reputation has got nothing to do.

Bringing my name down is not becasue of you mixing with me,

it's you, yourself who had said bad stuff about me.

and i know that really well.

Just think kay, i don't backstab you, and why must you do this to me.

Girl, how much i hate about your attitude, i just kept quiet about it.

Nothing for me to say, cause i love you the way you are.

i've read your blog too, and it's cool.

And please, you gotta think twice about this anyway.

We gotta settle stuff for the best in us.

Not being like this, this fcking sucks.

And hell yeah, about shamil..

He's so nothing to me okay.

Come on uh, i got muhammad shafiq bin aris that i love and treasure.

So there will be no other man while im still with him.

For sure, im trying to settle stuff ASAP.

Takecare good friend, :)