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Saturday, January 15, 2011

HERE'S AN ISSUE CURRENTLY. WRITTEN BY A BRAT COUSIN, REFERRING TO MY MOTHER.

She's your mother, the one who gave you life, my grandmother. You are earning a decent salary and so are your kids. Is $60 a huge sum of money that you can't afford to contribute? Is $60 enough to cover the expenses that she used to raise you? Are family worth losing over $60? Fair enough that everyone has their responsibilities to take care of but what's $60 compared to your own mother? Hate or condemned me if you want.. You are older and you should know better than this little gal who speaks the truth.

I know that I have my own flaws and made my own mistakes in life. But to be selfish towards your own mother, the one who gave you life, raised you and made you the person that you are now, I can't help but to wonder, can you ever forgive yourself for what you have done towards your own flesh and blood?

I've never been the type of person who likes to air my dirty laundry but this is too much for me to bear. I'm sure I am going to receive lots of backlash from those who supports you and your decisions but I'm standing my ground. This is my words and no one else's. So bring on the backlashes because for every one person who supports you, I got a whole army behind me.

So now it's my turn to return the love, commitment and patience by taking care of her. I'm welcoming her to my humble house with arms wide open. Its okay to me when you suggested that I should contribute more since the maid is staying with me as well. It's okay that everyone underestimates me but I'm just playing my part and repaying her for what she has done for me. Something that you couldn't do.

The statement, older and wiser, apparently doesn't applies to you now. There are more words for me to say to you but I've learned to contain some emotions inside me.

Blood is thicker than water but this blood has dried the moment you showed your selfishness towards your own mother.

Signed

The little gal who speaks the truth.

SO COUSIN, FVCK OFF OKAY. OUH SORRY, NOT COUSIN. ITS WTF ATTITUDE LIL' GAL WHO SPEAKS THE TRUTH. YEAH IT'S THE TRUTH, THAT REFLECTS PEOPLE ABOUT WHAT MADE YOU LIKE THAT. WHAT MADE YOU WANNA RETURN THE LOVE NOW, CAUSE IT HAD MADE YOU FELT THAT SHE WILL BE LIVING NOT FOR LONG AND YOU THINK BY DOING ALL THIS, MY GRANDMOTHER WILL FORGIVE ALL OF YOU AFTER USING HER FOR MONEY, PAWN HER JEWELRIES, BEING RUDE TO HER. I GUESS NOT.

AS LONG AS ME AND MY FAMILY ARE HAPPY, WE'RE OKAY WITH IT. JUST REMEMBER THAT MY MOTHER DOESN'T USED UP MY GRANDMOTHER'S JEWELRIES AND PAWN IT FOR OUR OWN USE. 'COUSIN, RECALL WHEN YOU'RE A SMALL KID. MY BROTHER AND YOU GROW UP TOGETHER, SHARE A TIN OF MILK TOGETHER. HAVE YOUR MOM GAVE MY MOM AND DAD MONEY FOR THE SHARING? NOPE. SAME GOES TO YOU AND YOUR MOM, BEING SELFISH. ALL OF IT CAME FROM MY PARENT'S HARDWORKING MONEY. AND IT'S NOT EASY FOR THEM TO. WE'RE HUMBLE ENOUGH OKAY. IF WE HAVE NO MONEY, WE ACT LIKE WE DON'T. NOT BEING BOAST AND WANNA BE THE RICHEST AMOUNG ALL BY TEASING US FOR NOT HAVING THE BRANDED STUFF. SO PLEASE, SHUT THE FVCK UP. WHATEVER IT IS, ANAK SENDIRI JAGE BAIK'BAIK DULU OKAY. MACAM ANAK TERBIAR JE AKU TENGOK. MY MOM BEING SELFISH TO HER OWN MOM? YEAH RIGHT. MY MOM GAVE HER MONTHLY MONEY, RAYA MONEY, BONUS MONEY. BUY HER STUFF EVENTHOUGH MY MOM KNEWS THAT HER MOM WOULDN'T USE IT FOR SURE. IN ANY OTHER WAY, MONEY DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO MY GRANDMOTHER NOW. ALL SHE NEEDS ARE ATTENTION AND LOVE. BEING RUDE TO HER, MAY LEAD TO HATING YOU GUYS MORE.

What do you mean by, '' can you ever forgive yourself for what you have done towards your own flesh and blood? '' Come on, looks who's talking now.

'' I got a whole army behind me. '' So what? Doesn't mean having an army wins the war. What if, only a family could make you and your whole useless army shut the fvck up and reconsider?

'' It's okay that everyone underestimates me but I'm just playing my part and repaying her for what she has done for me. Something that you couldn't do.'' Like i've said, we don't give shits. We show love and care for her. Reconsider, where can money bring her to with her age like that? What, is it because you know she will keep it until the day she died and all of you will quarrel for the money? and each of you will fight with each other cause of money like what you guys are doing to my mom? Pfft. Or is it because she will give the money to her grandchildrens?

'' There are more words for me to say to you but I've learned to contain some emotions inside me.'' Whatever, if you would love to say then just do so. Cause each of my family members don't give a shit about it anymore now.

So the girl who speaks the truth, only one person, that is me, can shoot back your points. Reconsider before anything happens. I sometimes feel like you guys deserve it if my grandmother doesn't forgive you guys for whatever shitty thing you guys created to her.