Saturday, January 29, 2011
It's just some stuff in my mind now. Just wanna let it all out here.
Im sorry to whoever that's hurt seeing this post.
It's just something that i wanna share.
is there another chance for me to fulfill my promise..
// that i cant answer now.
i seriously gotta think.
cause you mean the world to me..
// if you didnt say those things, things would be alot easier you know that?
it fucking hurts that you said all of that
and to me sorry isnt enough
so i gues theres nothing more you can do, and i can do.
like i said, i regretted saying those things. cause i didnt think. i was too worried for you.
i didint know that you're this hard hearted.
i believe you're a forgiving person, but what happen now..
// i am a forgiving person,
what you said broke my heart to million and million of pieces
what i am better off with ******?
that stings
it sounds like you really wanted to throw me away
and tell me how am i suppose to be forgiving.
i wouldnt throw you away. i always want you to be by my side. there's no way for me to throw you away.
you said talking to me is a waste of time, that really hurts alot.
yeah i know, i said sorry and i did it.
// you have to change lah.
but im stuck in the middle of my life now..
// sampai bile nk mcm gini? huh?.
like i said, i will change if there's a chance for me to prove to you..
// i think you should change now for a better person
i will help you change but not for me,
for somebody else.
and what am i suppose to do with the money i saved for the rings in my posb.
i was about to pass you my card..
// keep it, im sure it will be of good use to you in the future.and if it's true i was meant to be with you then i will someday, i promise you
remember that's the promise i will make.
wipe your tears away, and i will wipe mine..
i cant stop it..
// why?.
eventhough i wipe it away, it will still continues..
// why?.
i feel you..
