Thursday, December 30, 2010
Finally, through thick and thin, they both getting engage this Saturday.
Congratulation my dearest friends. Pray for your happiness.
Hidayah Amelia & Muhd Dzar.
I feel bad abandoning my blog. Sorry readers, of there's any. HAHAHAHA! ^^ So i had a very long conversation with Bobo last night, early this morning. Its time for makeover Faeza. So im doing to dart my kemeja for this saturday's event. It's gonna be tiring as in the morning there will be kompang training and off to hougang for Amz's and Dzar's engagement. And rush to sengkang for Cousin's nikah. So i've desided to wear my black fred perry kemeja and long jeans and vans shoes. Simple but cool. Actually, there's nothing much to update for now. HAHAHAHAHA! ^^I'll get back when the time is right.
Saturday, December 25, 2010
No worries brothers, you all did your very best for the Comp. So i guess it's time for SS to wake up and manage your training time. Training korang tu tak cukup. Tak confident pun. And yeah i met them at Apai's crib and i tried playing sharon. (macam boleh pass gitu. Sup!) Okay'okay so lepak was majorly awesome as usual. Went back at 10.15pm just now. Got two chinese guys followed me from LRT until my block. So thanks Iman for accompany me through the whole journey by the phone. And now im safe home.
P.S; Im still missing Farris.
It was a last minute plan yesterday and i met up with Sinaran Surya. So it's the first time i met ayie. Met at Apai's block. Me and Iman went to Bangkit Market to buy drinks and withdraw money. All of us to the 187 to Jurong West, to abang Man's crib for their trying-of-custume. Then we lepak at his block. As usual, smoke till high. Most of my time spent with Abang and Iman. I never had a brother like them before. So caring, cute and manja. I love them! We tickle each other until MELATAR. Especially abang, fuhh he's the worst one. HAHAHAHA! Iman bought Next Menthol and it was major funny that i helped him to seal it at my jeans. Walking to Yuhua CC was like FVCK! While their training, me and murni (matair Ayie) bought food and i ate under a block nearby. I bought maggie goreng for Apai and Coke for all. At chinese garden macam siak, ade bende kacau ah. So Apai and Iman sent me home, until i enter my house. See, that's what i meant best brothers ever.
Friday, December 24, 2010
Dear Farris, im wearing your PE shirt currently. Everytime when i wear your shirt, i feel you by my side. I miss the moments when i want to sleep and you will be there disturbing and staring into my face. And we will be fighting for the bantal busuk. You don't have to forget the memories, i want you to save it. I want it to be fresh in your mind. Please treasure it. If we were still together, it's been 7 months and 12 days. Even though we ain't together still, i continued to count the days since i fell in love with you. I want to keep track of the time. No worries, i will be still waiting for you no matter whatever shit will appear.
Im waiting.
You used to say, 'honestly, i have no feelings for you anymore.'and im dead there. Love is just a word that kills me inside out. Love is a strong and meaningful word. Don't play with it, cause that some one might mean it but end up they find out that it's just meaningless. Please, it hurts for someone to find out that it's a false alarm. The feeling sucks. Love can hurt every single one. But it's the matter of you, if you're strong enough then you will be the survivor in a relationship. And it's a little too late to apologise. So treasure the LOVE.
P.S : baby come back to me.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
I just came back from Bukit Panjang. As usual, lepak with them. Had made a promise not to continue smoking heavily. But i still remember the promise i made to Farris when we were still together. So yeah, and Apai is the best brother for me. Cause he understands me inside out even though we just know each other for 3 days. Iman was cool too as he always supply us cigg, food and drink. (ehem, tak buat pakai okay!) haha! Wtf ?! Was chatting with Atyqa and i was randomly trying to add Farris. And good news, he accepted it! Like wtf, finally bbe! (fuh, happy siol!) Okay so yeah, i really fvcking miss him. Im not ready to go back to school as i know that he's not ready to see me and same goes to me. Oh well, atyqa said it's worth waiting. im still waiting no matter what. yes im showing the strong side of me. (action jual mahal, padahal dalam hati...) HAHA!
p.s: B, come back to me :(
I miss your hugs, kisses, warm arms, adorable pair of eyes, lame jokes, evil laugh, bass voice, L4D-ing, sleeping with you, pinching, slapping, punching, nagging, your smile, your sleeping-on the phone, the way you looked at me, the looks on your face when you looked at me, sitting on your lap and complained that im heavy, changing our phones, doing the nose to nose thing, bite each other, sucking your fingers when i wanna sleep, crying for you, giving each other lame faces, playing with your tummy, tickling each other, fighting for the pc chair, fighting for your bantal busuk, hugging you, kissing you, laughing to our lame talks, looking at your cute face when you were sleeping, your action-english-maut, taking pictures with you, holding your hands, you putting your arms around my waist and shoulder, putting my hands around your arms, holding just your little finger, fighting for chocolates, the memories with you, walking home together, buying your soya bean, messing your hair, you giving me curfews, rushing me home, sitting close next to me, hugging you tightly, kissing your lips and cheeks, sucking your lips, smelling your shirts, messaging with you, spamming your inbox, miss-calling each other, spamming your facebook notifications, commenting your facebook status, posting some lame things to your facebook wall, accompany me when im scared at home but still disturb me with your evil voice and laughter.
And lots more. And most importantly, i miss your loe that you used to gave me. I miss everything in this world that has got anything to do with us. That should be me doing all the above. I really miss you, b. My bumble bee, my monster. I pray for the best of us. I miss you.
P.S: I love you.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
''keep it, im sure it will be of good use to you in the future. and if it's true i was meant to be with you then i will someday, i promise you. remember that's the promise i will make. wipe your tears away, and i will wipe mine. '' - Farris Ahmad ♥ Omg, i really really really really really really serious, really really miss you b. I really really really want you back in my life. Please, i love you.
Bukit Panjang again today. But first, went to kakak's crib to pass some stuff for my mummy. So after that i went to get a drink across the road. Its at sunshine. So yeah and im off to Bukit Panjang Plaza. Waited at the KFC for 45mins until that Slenge Iman end his work. And we walked to Apai's block. Only got Haru and Bob there. And we waited for Apai for a moment. As the rest went to Bangkit, left me and bob plus Iman's Iphone 4. And finally, Maisarah reached the bustop and so i rushed there leaving Bob by himself. Kimak, akward la! So we letak at Pondok RC and Atai plus Aqul joined us too. ITIK pey Irritating Busted-ness, aku macam nak jalan blek je. Mulut diam'diam je bleh tak bodoh?! Kate orang merepek, sendiri mepek jugak pe. Knn! So buat bodoh je. And we went to plaza's LJS to send Apai to werk (chey, dah macam budak'budak kecik pergi skola eh kene antar.) Apai and Maisarah to me, very cute and sweet. Im trying to help them to get together one day. I hope i can help them as much as i willing to. For me, im still in the single club. Friends come first.
P.S: Rindu plak dengar lagu MP Finals. So plugged in!
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Hell yeah, just came back from Bukit Panjang. Met up arep and someone at first to pass some stuff. So after that, i went to BP to meet Apai, Atai and Yuyul. Lepak with them was awesome. So Apai really does love Maisarah. Come on, you should go for it. To me he's cool. So yeah back to the story, Iman and Haru joined in to. WAH HARU DAH ADE MINAH SEH. Okay'okay so yeah, it was a cool day today. Was 50/50 on attending training, but end i didn't go cause im late plus hungry plus tkde member rapat ah. And now, IM HOME BBE!
P.S: Bear, why never msg me ah? Pantat ah luuuuu!
Somehow, this feeling is still wondering around in my heart. And yeah i got to admit, i miss you badly at this moment. I prayed 5 times a day, every single day without you, to pray for your presence in my life. It's true that i had move on, but the love towards you is still strong in me. Im sorry dear, it's difficult for me to let you go just like that. I had moved on but i can't forget you. It's not easy for me to.
If you hate me, go on hating me cause i don't give a shit on it. You wanna use me just to have a friend near, carry on. Use me. Im like a tissue to you right? You said it's gonna be stupid if we fight. You said we're gonna be stronger after every fights. So now what? You're a liar now? You're a liar forever. A piece of shit like you, should be vanish already. So 'friend', you said it was all the happy times we had. But all your words were left unspoken. I guess it's not true anymore. Just so y'knw that it's not worth it. Common, whatever nice shits you gave me and the bad shits, i just smile not to show anything suspicious about it. Y'knw me well right, i'll hide my feelings for someone. Just to make people happy around me. So you, reconsider before doing shits. Klau taknak aku ikot, tkmu post okay dear. Thank you la many'many ye.
P.S : Sedap makan kawan?
Monday, December 20, 2010
Batam was major awesome!
Too much things to schedule down, so im lazy to update much,
Just went back from Town, Far East Plaza for PS3 and Bugis Street for Jeans.
And now, im going to sleep!
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Shopping was major awesome! But i still got somethings in mind that i wanna grab.
I'll see how about that. Gotta complete my shopping list first.
So im off to batam early morning. 6.30am must wake up already!
So cousins, here we come for camwhore. Batam, here we come for shoppings!
Let's see what they have in Batam, i'll try my best to shop again.
Uploading just now pictures.
Thanks irah for accompanying me. and fetch rini from work.
Shopping again tmr in Batam!
Saturday, December 18, 2010
I'd planned to go downtown this evening. But who would love to accompany me right?
So yeah, finally hazirah wanna accompany me there.
Im going to buy stuff at Fourskin, Herren & also shirts at bugis street.
Depends on how much my mummy had transfer in for me.
Hopefully around $100? And that will be sweet! Let's pray together how much mummy had bank in for me.
Today, Mummy & kakak BONUS DAY!
Friday, December 17, 2010
Faeza, Maisarah, Delvina & Arep.
Carribean bay and Vivo city was awesome.
Kay, we hit our photo target. Its nearly 200 pictures.
There's still this problem in my mind. I can't find a way to ask Dwi Durrah if i can have a chance to play the Paluan side. I wanna be versatile in playing dikirbarat. I wanna be awok-awok, rebanist too. But seriously, not the frontman side. I have fears that have to overcome, but still im not into frontman side. Please give me a chance to grab the paluan side. I have been imagine it. I listen to dikirbarat song and hit the beat along. I tired to do the ragams but end up, my mind and soul wanna follow the beat of the song. How i wish, i would have the chance to be 'girl-paluan' in Dwi Durrah. I promise, i'll treasure the opportunity.
Promise i will.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Im in prisoner now. Waiting time to pass by as always.
I stared at the empty walls and ceiling while waiting for my love to arrive.
There's nothing more that i can do to speed up time.
Yes, i do miss you but i don't love you like how i used to love you.
Nothing in this world can stop me from forgetting you. I had move on.
But im still smiling even though im hurt.
I dont wanna show the whole world that im weak. I wanna be strong.
Cause God know that every humans have the brain to think if a way to settle things.
The best for me now is just shut the fvck up of my life.
I gotta build stronger walls around me to avoid cupid's arrow.
The only true love guy will be able to break the walls to be the savior of my love.
☮ Raven bead bracelet : Red, yellow, orange. ☮ Long thorn denim jeans.
☮ Bead necklace : red. ☮ Fourskin plain tshirt : red, grey, pink. ☮ Zara t shirt : grey.
☮ Fourskin graphic tshirt : red, black. ☮ Fred Perry t shirt : Red. ☮ Contact lens : yellow/brown.
☮ Fcuk T shirt : black. ☮ Nixon belt : red. ☮ One side off shirt ☮ Fourskin Bead necklace.
☮ Specs frame : Black. ☮ Monster Earpiece : Red. ☮ Material 3/4 pants : grey.
☮ Volcom pants : red inner black outer. ☮ High cut shoes : any brand that's awesome.
☮ Wallet : volcom maybe. ☮ Bagpack : Im not sure yet.
Im damn excited on going for Batam trip this Sunday with my relatives from mummy's side.
Im so going to shop all the way. I just gotta grab the things that i like on the spot.
Cause i can't miss this wonderful chance. A cheap shopping!
Im aiming some stuff like, raven beads bracelet, bead necklace, denim jeans, some tshirts.
Some extra stuff like, black frame specs for example.
I wanna shop, like serious i wanna shop till mati!
Wohoooooooooooo! Best nyeee!
Monday, December 13, 2010
Matshah and Kak Ifa dah kahwin!
Met up with bobo at woodlands. Tunggu punye lah lame! Then meet up with bear, die bangun lambat. Took the bus to Tamp and again, waited for nisa so long. Then nak carik ke block like carik itik. And met with Hidayur. After the wedding, we went to lepak at tamp park then to civic centre. Fuh, midnight bru smpi rumah.
Saturday, December 11, 2010
DURBAR DUA GROUP PHOTO.
Dwi Durrah pun ade jugak! Kompang escort.
''cepat sikit, tangan sakit!''
Ramai ehkn? It's not complete yet. Tomorrow again, Matshah's and Kak Ifa's wedding!
Confirm ramai lagi.
Walking downtown with Arep, Mail & Shasha.
Handsome punye downtown trip.
Funnnnnnn!
Friday, December 10, 2010
It's not easy for me to fall for you. But when i did, you're proving me that im just wasting my time. I was hurt, to get over you. I tried my best to let you go even though you have did so. Now when i get over you and when i have moved on with my life, you were still there. Still loitering around the circle of the past memories. I gotta admit, i did so too but im strong enough to walk through the fire. And yes, you were updating your status about me. I know, it's totally about me. Telling everyone in your friend list that im a pathetic girl. But wait, in my friend list, they called you a jerk and a useless KID. So please, you gotta be like really moving on.
Woodlands Waterfront with new friends.
I miss you 3 already now.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Went to a hotel opposite Parkway Parade to follow Hafeez and Azlan to collect their pay.
Lucky plaza for late lunch and met AL!
He's like oh wow! HAHAHHAHAHAHA!
They went to buy cigg. i was just joking when i asked hafeez to treat me a box.
end up he asked AL to but it for me. at first he said next time.
End up, he still buy it for me. like omg wtf?
Somehow he's my type of guy, but too bad that he's not into girls now. SNGLE PLASE.
Pool again at lucky plaza. Sleepy shit.
GOODNIGHT HUMANS.
It's just a waste of time guiding you through a relationship when you didn't even put in any effort into it and end up, you dump it just like that. Where is your soft=hearted side of you? You didn't appreciate the guidance, instead you're blaming it. Why are you acting like this? LIKE AN ANIMAL. pfft.
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Its not easy for humans to face these challenges in life. But god knew we can get over it, and that's why he assigned us these challenges. He won't test us if we can't go through it. He know us way better then we understand ourself.
Jurong Point last minute movie treat with Rini, Ezal and Ismail.
Rapunzel, it was a meaningful story. So should watch.
And then we became childish as we swing along the playground.
Thanks for the movie treats, popcorn, lemon tea, nachos and double cheeseburger.
Im just 15, so i don't need to be in a relationship to make my life going.
I got my family and friends to be the engine of my life.
Doesn't mean im weak, i end here. I'll slowly fight the gravity's pull and stand up again.
It's been so long, that i heck care about you. So don't update your status telling everyone how pathetic i am. You're always complaining about the worst part of me, but you never appreciate the love i gave you. In fact, you don't deserve the best of me. Cause you're a jerk to my eye.
Monday, December 6, 2010
Marina Barrage, kite flying.
We had a hard time trying to settle the kite.
Nizam was so excited with it and he flew it up high.
But the weather didnt allow us to continue it for long.
So we went to Marina Square. We walked there, like so far!
KFC at Marina Square and off heading home.
Fuh, what a leg aching day.
PSP aku pecah!
Thanks to my stupid brother for throwing it cause of anger.
He's mad at my mum and end up, my psp was his victim.
Fvcker shit!
I dont give a shit, now you pay me back! Ipod Touch also can ah.
I bought that with my own money, derl! and now sedappp je kau campak eh.
RUZAINI & SHEENA DAH KAHWIN!
I was really shocked when i get to know about their wedding.
4 December 2010, wedding date.
Compassvale road to Compassvale lane. Cross the road aje!
Met up with bobo and tasha at Woodlands Control Station and walked to aqil's block.
From there we meet the rest of Durbar Teen. Took Farid's van to Compassvale road, dah macam sardine kat dalam.
Kompang was solid, escort was awesome and dikir show was major cool shit.
Back to abang yan's crib to shower up for dinner at Compassvale Lane, Sheena's crib.
Ijat baik punye, pergi buat hal dngn tasha.
So tasha have to meet him at Sengkang Int. Die ajak teman, abeh aku blur.
So i called bobo to follow. End up, 4 of u take the bus to Woodlands and head home.
Selamat Pengantin Baru Ayam and Sheena.
Friday, December 3, 2010
Its just another boring day at home.
Raining heavily. Sleepy eyes but just can't let it shut peacefully.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Something in my mind.
Karma is on the way to your life.
This is the son of a bitch im talking about.
Muhammad Nabil Yuza Bin Othman.
Knn.
Happy 7th monthsary to Ezal and Rini.
Love each other muchmuch oka.
Takmu moody. Tak sochoks.
Okay, byeeeee.
Lucky plaza pool with Ezal, Rini, Hafeez, Fifi and Nabil. 2 couples, 2 lamp post. He winked at me, butted me. But wait, i received a sms from a friend about someone. So it kinda like spoiled my mood. I hide my feelings. Just ignore that matter. So we get seperated, cause im following Ezal and Rini to Jalan Besar Stadium. SAF lose. Dinner at Beach road and head home. I dont know why suddenly Ezal bad mood after the soccer. I dont care. So take the train home while texting with nabil.
Psst, klau dah ade satu matair tkmu tamak nak lagi satu oka.
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Eh pantat ah! Linca blek bole? Aku binget ah kau tkde.
Underwear boxer? Okaye ade paham? Bgus bgus!
Syuhairah Azlin, cepat blek. Kakak alien kau dah tunggu.
Okay bye! heeee.
Nabil.
He loves me by love at first sight.
First seen, Marsling neighbourhood.
Let's cut this short, okaye? Im the one who went through the pain, and why were you guys calling him a jerk? I felt the pain, and i didnt say anything about it. You people were just around to witness and share some listening ears for me. I kept quiet and walked away and i said to all, i've moved on. Its something good to start fresh with. A new guy in my life. Dont have to label him anything now. Its not worth it. He still wont realise. He's nothing important for me in my life now. I've moved on.
I feel bad abandoning my blog. Sorry readers, of there's any. HAHAHAHA! ^^ So i had a very long conversation with Bobo last night, early this morning. Its time for makeover Faeza. So im doing to dart my kemeja for this saturday's event. It's gonna be tiring as in the morning there will be kompang training and off to hougang for Amz's and Dzar's engagement. And rush to sengkang for Cousin's nikah. So i've desided to wear my black fred perry kemeja and long jeans and vans shoes. Simple but cool. Actually, there's nothing much to update for now. HAHAHAHAHA! ^^
It was a last minute plan yesterday and i met up with Sinaran Surya. So it's the first time i met ayie. Met at Apai's block. Me and Iman went to Bangkit Market to buy drinks and withdraw money. All of us to the 187 to Jurong West, to abang Man's crib for their trying-of-custume. Then we lepak at his block. As usual, smoke till high. Most of my time spent with Abang and Iman. I never had a brother like them before. So caring, cute and manja. I love them! We tickle each other until MELATAR. Especially abang, fuhh he's the worst one. HAHAHAHA! Iman bought Next Menthol and it was major funny that i helped him to seal it at my jeans. Walking to Yuhua CC was like FVCK! While their training, me and murni (matair Ayie) bought food and i ate under a block nearby. I bought maggie goreng for Apai and Coke for all. At chinese garden macam siak, ade bende kacau ah. So Apai and Iman sent me home, until i enter my house. See, that's what i meant best brothers ever.
Dear Farris, im wearing your PE shirt currently. Everytime when i wear your shirt, i feel you by my side. I miss the moments when i want to sleep and you will be there disturbing and staring into my face. And we will be fighting for the bantal busuk. You don't have to forget the memories, i want you to save it. I want it to be fresh in your mind. Please treasure it. If we were still together, it's been 7 months and 12 days. Even though we ain't together still, i continued to count the days since i fell in love with you. I want to keep track of the time. No worries, i will be still waiting for you no matter whatever shit will appear.
You used to say, 'honestly, i have no feelings for you anymore.'and im dead there. Love is just a word that kills me inside out. Love is a strong and meaningful word. Don't play with it, cause that some one might mean it but end up they find out that it's just meaningless. Please, it hurts for someone to find out that it's a false alarm. The feeling sucks. Love can hurt every single one. But it's the matter of you, if you're strong enough then you will be the survivor in a relationship. And it's a little too late to apologise. So treasure the LOVE. 
I just came back from Bukit Panjang. As usual, lepak with them. Had made a promise not to continue smoking heavily. But i still remember the promise i made to Farris when we were still together. So yeah, and Apai is the best brother for me. Cause he understands me inside out even though we just know each other for 3 days. Iman was cool too as he always supply us cigg, food and drink. (ehem, tak buat pakai okay!) haha! Wtf ?! Was chatting with Atyqa and i was randomly trying to add Farris. And good news, he accepted it! Like wtf, finally bbe! (fuh, happy siol!) Okay so yeah, i really fvcking miss him. Im not ready to go back to school as i know that he's not ready to see me and same goes to me. Oh well, atyqa said it's worth waiting. im still waiting no matter what. yes im showing the strong side of me. (action jual mahal, padahal dalam hati...) HAHA!
Let's cut this short, okaye? Im the one who went through the pain, and why were you guys calling him a jerk? I felt the pain, and i didnt say anything about it. You people were just around to witness and share some listening ears for me. I kept quiet and walked away and i said to all, i've moved on. Its something good to start fresh with. A new guy in my life. Dont have to label him anything now. Its not worth it. He still wont realise. He's nothing important for me in my life now. I've moved on.